Bummer of a Day

Yesterday was a bummer of a day. Hubs found out that he didn’t get into two MBA programs that he applied to this fall. I understand that it is an extremely competitive year for B-school applicants, especially with the recession and all, but I truly believe that he deserved a spot. I’m his wife, so surely I’m biased. However, I’m not the only one who believes in him; his co-workers, managers, and peers were taken by surprise at the decision.

Somehow Hubs has remained upbeat despite the crappy news. In fact, I’m more crushed than he is. As a Christian, I believe that everything happens for a reason and the Big Man upstairs has a plan for us. At least, I’m supposed to believe this. I want to believe it. I have to believe it. But, I still struggle to believe it.

I asked Hubs how he could be so cheerful with such devastating news. Hubs said he’s able to have a thankful heart in difficult times because he has seen that God has always taken care of him. Each time he has been given bad news, good news was waiting just around the corner. For example, after college, Hubs  didn’t get a Microsoft job that he really wanted. Later he found out that he was accepted for a top marketing position, one of only four available spots in the entire country. He survived an icky breakup with a girlfriend. A few months later, we met (and of course, we all know how that story ends). So, Hubs innately trusts that we will be taken care of. I, on the other hand, have trouble trusting that the Big Man is really, truly looking out for us. At least I married the right person–one who will always humble me and challenge my lack of faith.

On the bright side, I got my new stamp order on Friday. I purchased a few retired stamps that I couldn’t live without, including a background stamp is called Stitched. I like making my own patterned paper out of background stamps because I get to choose the colors I want. The card I made is a “just because” card. Just because I’m thankful that my Hubs is just about the most amazing person I know. I’ve never believed in anyone more than I believe in him.

Card Recipe (all supplies SU unless noted): Stitched background stamp, Best Yet hostess set, cardstock in basic brown, kraft, pink pirouette, ink in basic brown, chocolate chip ribbon, pink felt and twine from Michaels, flower layer sizzix die, stampin’ dimensionals, button from Walmart